i am feeling so happy right now. tonight during dinner we were sharing stories about suicide (i guess that is pretty morbid but it somehow came into that after i brought up the morgue story)

my parents said they think i would be a really good suicide hotline operator! i guess that is a weird thing to be excited about but it is something i would really like to do, and i’m happy they are supportive of me volunteering for stuff like that in the future. i love art very much but i want to do something that i really feel like i’m making a difference with, on the side atleast (not to say art doesn’t make a difference! i just don’t think i’m ever going to be changing anyone’s lives with mine lol) i just feel very compelled to do this…! people think that is such a depressing thing to do but i know i could help someone, i feel like it is my purpose in life to help people so i hope i can get the chance one day! :,^) 

  1. happyduckanon said: well seeing as so many people already choose to come to you out of the whole wide internet when they’re feeling down, i definitely think you’d be a perfect fit for that job and vice versa!
  2. cafechan said: whoa! that sounds like the perfect job for you! your posts always make me feel a lot happier and i think you could definitely do that as a suicide hotline as well :)
  3. jiminiminy said: i could actually see someone like you being good for that i mean i can certainly say that youd be a person id like to talk to in that situation also thats not really a depressing thing at all i think its a very nice thing for very good reasons!
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